Doubting Thomas
Thomas Griffin (griffin@mtu.edu)
Tue, 24 Oct 1995 05:07:29 -0500 (CDT)
Richard Masoner had occasion to say :
:)
:)R.J. Brown wrote:
:)
:)> The significant thing about that experience was that although I had
:)> been baptized in February, and seeking at the altar since then, I had
:)> also been an athiest for 14 years before that, and still had serious
:)> doubts about the existence of God, even though I was devoting
:)> considerable time to the study of his Word and attendence at services.
:)> My prayers always went something like "Oh God (if there is a God)...",
:)> which is not the way to receive the Holy Ghost, but I couldn't help
:)> it. How could I pray in honesty to a being that I was not sure even
:)> existed? Well, after He spoke to me, in an audible voice, I deleted
:)> the parenthetical expression from the prelude to my prayers, and
:)> received the Holy Ghost a few short days later!
:)
:)I was also essentially atheist before I became convinced of the truth of
:)who Jesus is. Even then, I didn't know any Christians and was working
:)on a crazy theory that the real church was raptured up sometime before
:)400 A.D. But then I visited Life Tabernacle UPC in Wichita Falls Texas.
:)
:)It was several months before I actually submitted to baptism and
:)receiving the Spirit of God, that visit would eventually change my life!
:)
:)Richard
:)
I too, as it echoes across the list... I am sure that many of
us were in these same type situations; usually due to the
tradition that we are brought up in or because of the strong
tradition that we are fleeing.
I saw baptism immediately and fulfilled it, but believing on
Him was another matter. I missed the full importance of John
where Jesus discussed that you MUST believe that I am... I was
searching for the Holy Ghost. After a period of two months of
myself and the church laboring with me for the Holy Ghost, I was
in a terrible accident that should have taken my life and that
of my passenger which had been raised in church BUT was still
STUPID enough to not wear a safety belt. We ended up swirving off
the road in the snow and doing a triple summersalt (sp?) in
our car. The miracle is that my little Ford Escort had had 18
cases of bottled pop in the back seat and trunk (hatchback).
Only 8 cases survived as the rest lay on and around us. But we
both escaped without scratches. Glory only be to God...
Needless to say I was dong some serious thinking about the whole
incident the next few days and God dropped the thought in my
mind that 1) Nothing is impossible through him, and 2) that
It is just like God... Well need I continue, anyhow - I received
the Holy Ghost in song service a couple of days later.
No this doesn't mean that you have to be near death to receive
the Holy Ghost but the importance of believing is sometimes
overlooked and not stressed enough in young saints that are `
seeking...
My 0.02 worth and
some glory to God as well,
Brother Tom.
- Thomas J. Griffin III <----------------------------------------------
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