BP- Prayer request.
Park4864@mailclerk.ecok.edu (Park4864@mailclerk.ecok.edu)
Tue, 31 Oct 1995 02:32:01 -0600 (CST)
Since it is almost time for class, I amwritting this in a hurry.
There is something that is troubling me greatly (I don't wish to say
what it is) and I feel I have gone too far because I have not been
able to get trough to God Almighty with my prayers. Because at a
friends house last night studying, I couldn't concentrate on anything
because it was going over and onver in my mind. all of a sudden I
felt everything leave. But nothing was there to replace it. not
anything holy that I could determine. It was like my concensious
(sp) had shut down and no conviction or anything left. I came across
an old article that I had posted last summer, called "Turnign away"
oout o fEzekiel 25:4 "Behold therefore I will deliver thee to the men
of the east for a possession and they shall set their palaces in
thee, and make their dwellings in thee: They shall eat thy fruit,
and they shall drink thy milk." I feel I am slipping away since I
have been so cold here lately inside and hot on the out. Otherwords
Luke Worm. The last few sermons I have seen and heard have been
directed towards me. But the things that are troubling me have too
hard of a grasp on me and I can not get deliverence ffrom them. IF I
do not get something soon, I am not going to live lost. I would
rather die first. I feel That it won't be by my hand, but it will
happen. Please pray. Time is runnign Out.
BP.
Baruch Hashem Adonai!!