BP- Prayer request.

Park4864@mailclerk.ecok.edu (Park4864@mailclerk.ecok.edu)
Tue, 31 Oct 1995 02:32:01 -0600 (CST)


Since it is almost time for class, I amwritting this in a hurry.

There is something that is troubling me greatly (I don't wish to say
what it is) and I feel I have gone too far because I have not been
able to get trough to God Almighty with my prayers.   Because at a
friends house last night studying, I couldn't concentrate on anything
because it was going over and onver in my mind.  all of a sudden I
felt everything leave.  But nothing was there to replace it. not
anything holy that I could determine.  It was like my concensious
(sp) had shut down and no conviction or anything left.  I came across
an old article that I had posted last summer, called "Turnign away"
oout o fEzekiel 25:4 "Behold therefore I will deliver thee to the men
of the east for a possession and they shall set their palaces in
thee, and make their dwellings in thee:  They shall eat thy fruit,
and they shall drink thy milk."  I feel I am slipping away since I
have been so cold here lately inside and hot on the out.  Otherwords
Luke Worm.  The last few sermons I have seen and heard have been
directed towards me.  But the things that are troubling me have too
hard of a grasp on me and I can not get deliverence ffrom them.  IF I
do not get something soon,  I am not going to live lost.  I would
rather die first.  I feel That it won't be by my hand, but it will
happen.  Please pray.  Time is runnign Out.

BP.

Baruch Hashem Adonai!!